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You Don't Realize What You've Had

You don't realize how good you've had until later. This applies to many different areas in our lives. You don't appreciate the free time to just be. Until you're working day and night, too busy to even get a good night'

chasing happiness

Chasing Happiness

I've heard a lot of people say they just want to be happy. They live as if happiness is something that can be attained by buying stuff, hiding behind drugs or alcohol, distracting oneself with what's trending. But what goes up must come down, and before

Wisdom of the Old

Wisdom of the Old

Things that were passed down by our elders , though they may seem to be unscientific and idiotic nowadays, is not what it seems. Wisdom that has been passed down, has survived for a reason. There are meanings and reasons behind it. It may not be able to be scientifically explained,

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Staying Up Late At Night

I've always wondered how people can stay up all night or function daily with very little sleep. My body tends to just shut down after reaching a certain point. I've always been strict on getting at least 8 hours. Part of becoming a Navy Seal involves

A Good Day

What makes a good day. I looked forward to leaving the school classroom packed with modern technology on each of my classmate's hands. As I left the building I slowly made my way to this dedicated area surrounded by trees with a huge waterfall fountain. This place is

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My Life is a Joke

I had planned to stay up late, possibly the entire night into the next day to study for upcoming final exams. I even watched motivating videos of war soldiers training on youtube. As I sat down on my chair I started yawning as it was about to hit midnight. Since

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The Struggle Makes The Man

Hard times create strong people. The struggles of today are often the best memories later on. The complications lies with us being human and lacking foresight. The current situation brings with it stress and unease, and since we don't know what's going to happen in the

Aim High Like An Elite Navy Seal

Was listening to some bad-ass interview with a Navy SEAL. When it got to the part where he talked about waking up early in the morning everyday for 6 months to do some serious work I felt a rush of divine inspiration hit me. Under its influence I quickly took

Dealing with Anxiety

Tired of it, is really all I can say. I've dealt with and overcame a lot of personal obstacles. This one really seems to like me it just wouldn't go away. I've greatly reduced the anxieties I had garnered from my younger days. Since

What I Did These Two Cold Days

I asked the Google Home near my bed "do I need to wear a jacket today?" she replied that I should. This device was a Christmas present from a family member, and as convenient as it is, it tracks my every search and knows many intimate details about

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Sign of Maturity

Years add up and one is expected to mature and take on more responsibilities. I believe that means you are now capable of doing what you couldn't before. One clear example of what I suppose is a sign of maturity is that I can now actually go through

Saying Goodbye

Late at night I stumbled upon a quote. It was a bit effeminate, but it spoke to me because of my current situation at the time. It certainly caught my attention. I looked up the quotes and found this picture.Â I was already tucked in bed. But instead of

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Solve My Math Problems

5 AM this morning I was woken by the loud ring of my phone alarm. The room was pitch black, cold, and I had to solve two tough math problems to shut up the app. The problem involves multiplying 2 numbers and then adding another. For example (36*7) + 53.

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12 Rules for Life

Bit by bit I've come to realize the complexity and my minuscule understanding of the world. Do I even know myself? I question my thoughts, my history, actions. Everything. Listed below areÂ 12 Rules for Life, from a book by Jordan B Peterson . I have not read the

Please Crush My Fragile Ego

So I may not grow old - helpless, incompetent, regretful. When faced with the possibility of getting rejected taking the easy way out is the norm. When failing at something making excuses. But growth requires the possibility of getting rejected. Getting your feelings hurt. As much I would like to

What Is Your Current Negative Trait

It's strange. When the night time creeps and most of the population have dozed off in their warm cozy bed a surge of emotions hit me. I look back on the day, soon to be yesterday and am typically disappointed by my inefficient utility of time. I psych

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When You Do Something You Like

You lose track of time itself. Driven by the task at hand, entranced by the process you cease to stop and care for the world outside. No meaningless worries, no petty bickering. You don't think about how little money you have or how your outfit doesn't

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New year New me

The early days of January rolls around and you see people with the usual "new year, new me" posts.Â The new year gives a chance to Restart, forget the past failures, and brings new hope to achieve great things this year. If only. When that euphoric feeling

Mizo App on Android [Resources]

Mizo app is now published on Google Play Store Â for Android. Here are some of the resources I used to build the app. 1) Code 1) Udacity - Google Android Basics This is the main course I used to familiarize myself with Android development. The course is free and

What Happens Next

What Happens Next

Time: 3:31 AM I often dream of the future. I am curious and yet at the same time almost worried, all because I had the fortune of coming to the US. It has changed my life forever. I now will never have the normal type of upbringing like most

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Talking in Mizo

It's almost 10 years since I left my home country. I don't think or talk to myself in my mother tongue anymore. I make better arguments and I am more persuasive in English. Last year I would notice how poor my Mizo was and how at

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Last Post of 2016

This is my last post this year. It's about an hour and 50 minutes away from 2017 and here I am, reflecting back on 2016. What a year. I wrote down things to accomplish for 2016 and I completed all of them. Many memorable events occurred this year

You Are Not Here To Please Anyone

Not your parents, not your teachers, not your friends. Nobody. A life trying to please people is a life hollow and unfulfilling.

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Fear of Being Perfect

"Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it. * Salvador Dali

The Only Way

The only way is forward. The only step to take is forward. The past doesn't matter anymore. It may well has never even existed. All that matters is to keep moving forward. Today. Tomorrow. Now until forever.