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2019 kum review

2019 kum review

Kum kal chak ber pakhat. Chibai. Kumthar chibai. 2019 kum, ngaihtuah miah lova ka han thlir let mai hian sawi tur tam tak ka neiin ka hre mai lo. Ka tan chuan kum kal rang ber pawl a ni awm e. February thla tawp vel atang khan hna ka thawk

Lo Beidawng Ta ila

Zanin (zing dar 5 a ni tawh) chu ka private blog hlui, journal atana ka hman thin ka haichhuak fuh a. Journal entries tam vak lo mahse khatih hunlaia ka awmdan min hriatchhuah tir a. Kum 11 lai a lo liam ve ta. Pian phungah tlangval chu ni ve tawh

Physics Final Exam

2015 kum a ni a. Ka Associate's Degree (Bachelor's hnuai) beiin college ka kal mek a. Associate's zawh hnaih tawh lam a ni. Ka degree tana ka class mamawh pakhat Physics 2 class ka la a, lecture leh lab - class hran ve ve,

Sum leh Pai Experience

Naupan lai atanga tleirawl lai zawng zawngin sum hi ka ngah ngai lo hrim hrim a. Naupan lai atangin car hi kan neih phak ka ring ngai lo. Kan inchhunga ka hriat zin em em, “pawisa kan nei lo”. money doesn’t change a person, it reveals who they are

broken tree branch

Dam Reng Rawh

Tukin zing dar 1 velah ka pa in kan chhungkaw groupah ka unaupa video hlui rawn dahin a ngaih thu a rawn sawi a. Kei hna thawkin ka lo la meng a, reply miah lo chuan ka lung a lo chhe ve khawp mai a. A thih anniversary kan lo

Shikhar

Ka rilruah shikhar chungchang ziah ka tumna a rei tawh a, thil pawimawh em em chu a ni hran lo. Kan naupan lai khan Tiranga (bawm var) tih kha a lar em em thin a, kan ute ho khan an hmuam tawlh tawlh thin. Cheng 2 man a ni tain

Mizoram haw Cake

Mizoramah Ka Haw (pictures)

Ka nu leh pate bula awm turin mahni pianna ramah ka let leh ta. Memories tam tak ka lo neih tawhna America ram chu kan in mangtha fel e. Blog ka update khat ta deuh a, July 2022, kum khat chuang kalta khan ka haw daih tawh :D. Kum 15

cross in india lucknow

Kristian Ten Tawrhna Kan Mamawh Chhan

Note: He article hi kan kohhran Silver Jubilee lawmna a hmanhmawh taka ka article submit. Harsatna leh buaina awm lo nun kan duh theuh awm e. Natna tel lova nawm zawnna khawvelah kan cheng ti ila a sual lovang. Tunlaia kan khawsak dan chu a nuam tawh lutuk a hna

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Big Surprise in NYC

Ka video in lo en tawh a nih chuan keimah tel lova lang zing ber chu ka thianpa Ceu-a a ni awm e. Nikum 2021 June khan August-a a bialnu birthday lawm turin New York City atan kan ruahman lawk a. A bialnu propose a tum thu chu kei leh

Traffic Light-a Pawisa Inpek

Kawngsira pawisa lo dil thin ho hi pawisa ka pe khat khawp a. Pawisa neih chan pawhin pe ta ila engtin nge an hman ang tih hi rilruah a cham reng thin. A tam tak chu chu mamawh ni lovin drugs leh ruihtheih thil leinan an hman thin avangin an

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Happy Birthday

2004-2006 vel lai khan TV ah he hla hi a rawn chhuak thin a, kan u cousin khan a duh em em mai thin a nih kha. A duh chhan ka hre ngai lova a ngaithla zing lutuk kha ka lo ning thei hle. Tunah chuan kan nun a danglam

Thianpa inneih wedding vlog - Love Point, Maryland (feat vulmawi gang)

Thianpa inneih wedding vlog - Love Point, Maryland (feat vulmawi gang)

October thla 2020 a ka thianpa inneihna nuam tak mai kan hmanna video ka lak khawm ho chu ka rem fel thei ta hram e. 1. Covid avangin mi tam insawm a remchang lo. 2. An mi sawm ten covid test kan la hmasa phawt. 3. Zantin bonfire kan nei.

Hringnun Nawmna Chhuk leh Chho

Tunlai chu thiante zinga innei an awm nual a, kum a ral hmain la nei tur pawh an la awm cheu. Mopa ka ni lo bawka zalen leh thawveng deuh takin ka chen thei a. Inneih boruakah thiante nen kan inkawm ho a, chaw kan ei tlang a, intihhlimna kan

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America Rama Lehkha Zir - Resource

last update: nov 23, 2020 America rama lehkha zir duh hnen atangin an zir theih dan tur zawhna ka dawng fo a. Ka dinhmun midang aiin a danglam avangin an zawhna chhang turin ka qualify tawk lo a ni ber mai. 1) US ah high school ka kal. 2) Admission

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Thianpa Inneih Hmanna leh Thlalak

Ka thianpa inneihna chu covid19 avangin a hun an ruahman lawkah an ti leh thei ta si lova, engtikah nge an tih leh theih tur pawh kan hre lawk mai lova. August thla khan October thla tirah tih an tum thu leh tunlaia insawm a nawm loh avangin ka kal

Hrilh Lovin Hmuh Rawh

"Second 30 chhungin ka knockout ang che" tiin follower 8 nei account chuan UFC champion thlalakah chuan a va comment a. Mixed martial arts (MMA) zirtirtu John Danaher an kawmna video ka en a. A zirtirte thenkhat social media a an chet dan chungchang an zawh chuan, "

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Sap tawng atangin Mizo Tawnga ka Blog chhan

Blog post ka ziah dawnin a tlangpuiin ka rilrua awm sap tawngin ka ziak chhuak hmasa a, chumi hnuah online dictionary hmangin Mizo tawngin ka let leh a. Blog post mai mai a nih avangin grammar dik thupui em em lo mahse ka thumal hman thenkhat hi a dik leh

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Online a Chawhmeh Lei That leh That Lohna

Online a bungrua lei chu ngaiah kan nei tawh a, online a chawhmeh lei erawh chu a la tharin a hmang thin pawh an la tam lo hle. America ramah pawh I awmna address ah an rawn dah (deliver) theih leh theih loh endik phawt a ngai thin. Online ah

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Chithlum Nun

Zirtawp zan gym ka kal zawhah supermarket ah bazaar turin ka kal thin a. Weekend a hnaih tawh avangin ka ni hman dan pangai atangin ka inthlah dul deuh a, chaw ei mumal lovin gym ka kal tlangpui. Zan dar 8 a pelh hnua dawr ka thlen meuh chuan ril

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Art Class Thlirletna

Email ka dawng a, "Delete, archive, or convert your inactive classic sites before November 2020. ... We‘ve identified that you own one or more inactive classic SitesÂ that have been inactive for more than 24 months" Ka blogspot hlui a website url pawh ka hriat tawh loh ni

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I Hman Loh Chuan I Chan Ang

Sap tawnga awlsam taka ka sawi mai theih, "Use it or Lose it" tih chu Mizo tawngin tluang taka han sawi mai ka harsat avangin sawi dan hrang hrang ka ngaihtuah kual a. Sawi dan tur pawh message tlem ka dawng. A tawpa ka thlan "I hman

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Inbual Fai

A chang chuan rilru fimna damdawi a ni hialin ka hria. Peih lo tawkin ka inbual a, inbual zawh chuan ka hahdamin ka thla a muang sawt thin. Nimahsela inbual ka nghakhlel khat khawp mai. Thawk khat lai khan ka mood a fuh vak loh chuan ka thil tih lai

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Blog Ziah Awmzia A Awm Em?

Darkar tam senga I thil ziah ho kha tumahin, emaw mi tlemte chiahin chhiar dawn se I la ziak chhunzawm zel peih angem? Tunlaiah website, blog siam chhan infuihna lian bera ka hmuh chu sum siam tum vang a ni. Kum 10-15 vel kalta khan blog a thil ziah share

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Diary: Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu

Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu (bjj) ka train duhna a rei tawh mai. Martial arts dang dang, hmingthang ve deuh mahse a taka hman tlak si loh ang ho a lo ni tih ka UFC en thinna atangin ka hria a. Bjj ka train duhna chhan: * Self defense * Confidence Gym pangai chu ka

Diary: Independence Day Weekend

July 4th Weekend, Independence Day - kum dang ang lovin tun kum chu a dan a dang deuh hlek. Race chungchangah tension a la sang a, ramchhung politics ah buaina a la tam hle. Zirtawpni Zirtawp tlai chuan ka motor tire ka pump pahin "ka rawn riak dawn"

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Diary: Zawhte No Lawmawm

Kan in message na history chu screenshot a la a, thian atangin min remove nghal bawk a. ... Social media atanga ka chawlhna thla engemaw zat a ni tawh a. Instagram ka hmang tawh lova, kohhran thiltih avangin loh theih lovin facebook (fb) ka la hmang a, snapchat phei chu a

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Thla 6 Sam Zuah

Thla 6 kalta khan - Date: December 16, 2019 Hna banah lu met turin barbershop ah ka lut kual a. Tlai dar 5 a pelh tawh avangin hnathawk pakhat chiah a lo awm tawh a, a hmel atang chuan Hispanic mi, kum 20 - 25 vel inkar a nih hmel.

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Mahni Chiaha In luah

Online service kan inkhawm bang chu pakhat te tein an leave hlawm a. Mi 3 chiah kan awm tawh - kei, kan pastor, leh pakhat dang. Chhuak ve tura phone ka han vawn hnaih chuan camera ah ka hmel chiang takin a rawn lang a. "E, kha, I dam

family watching sun set

In Ngaihawm Dawn Hle Mai

Ka thiante chhungkua kum 10 chuang kan inhmelhriat tawh chu naktukah chuan khaw dangah an insawn tawh dawn avangin ka va inthiar pui a. Kan inthiar fel a, kan inkawm a, zanriah ka ei nghal a. Riak turin min sawm mahse zan dar 10:30 a hnaih chuan ka va

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Ro Khawl Khawm

Coronavirus pandemic a rawn thlen thut chinah hna chan leh hna nei lo ( maktaduai 36 chuang ) an awm a, mimal sumdawnna sawrkawrin a khar sak, hawn an phal leh huna dam khawchhuak zo lo tur an awm nual bawk a. Ei in man, in luah man pek harsa an thahnem.

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Malaysia Truly Asia

Mission Veng kan la awm lai, 2000‘s vel khan he fakna hi TV ah an rawn chhuah thin a. Kan sitting rooma TV dum te chu hmuhnawm ti takin ka thlir thin. La naupang hle mah ila Malaysia ka kal chak phah hle. US ka thlen hnuah ka Mizo

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Insawna Ka Sum Hman Zat $

Nitin traffic jam a tan ka ning tawh lutuk, ka hna bang haw lam motor chhunga thut pahin keimahin ka phun a. Ni dang ang bawkin vawiin chu traffic jamah motor tam tak kan intlar duah lehpek a. Ka phone a gps ka han en a, minute 50 a la

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Pathianni Zing

Tukin zing dar 9:30 velah ka harh zawk a, phone alarm a rawn ri a ka phone ka va ban chuan dar 10:40 a lo ni tawh a. Dar 11 a inkhawm, online inkhawm nang hman tura ka alarm set. Eng ka hriat chang hmain ka lo muhil

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Lost in Translation

Sometimes meaning gets lost in translation.Â

No Lengzem

January 13 atang khan ka tan a, thla 1 a ni tep tawh. Lengzem (love song) ka ngaihthlak lohna. Nitin hla ka ngaithla ziah thin a, ka hla ngaihthlak ho hi love song an ni deuh vek ti ila a sual lovang. Car-ah, gym, inah, etc. Ka thiltih apiangah hla

Birthday lawm ni

Birthday lawm ka pawisak lohna kum engemaw zat a ni tawh a. Present leh birthday wish pawh dawn ka beisei tawh meuh lo (wish chu dawng tho mah ila). Pianni champha a rawn thlen dawnin chumi zat kum ka nih khan enge ka tih? khawnge ka awm tiin ka khawvel

Kum a tawp dawn, Decade thar kan lut dawn ta

Kum a tawp dawn, Decade thar kan lut dawn ta

2019 tawp lam kan thleng a, Decade hlui chu thlah liamin a thar luh a hun dawn ta.Â He kum sawm liam ta ah hian thil inthlak ka hmu nasa hle a. Keimahah - chhunglam leh pawn lam, culture, leh engkim mai hi a inthlak mai ni lovin a

Country Road, Take me Home

Naupan lai atang tawhin, nu leh pa, thiante leh hmelhriat lohte nen pawha lairil fan deuha kan sak tlang theih vek. A chhan leh awmzia pawh kan hriat hmaa kan sak thiam.Â Kum 3-4 vel kalta khan Maryland ah motor in kan zin a, kan zin haw lamah West

Mut a Hun leh Ta

Fudge. Hun a tlem zia.Â Tunlai ka weekday hman dan tlangpui.Â * Zing dar 6:15 - 6:45 a thawh.Â * Inbual, insiam, tui in, hna kal tura chhuah.Â * Hna thawh, chaw ka pai leh chhun break-a ei.Â * Hna ban. * Hna bang traffic tam lutuk a

different money piles

Sum/Pawisa Budget Dan

Last Update: September 30, 2019 Video ka siam a, mahse sawi loh leh sawi buai a awm deuh a. Hetah a chiang zawkin resources nen dah a ni.Â He article hi ka thlak/dah belh a nih chuan a chunga update date khi thlak zel a ni ang. Sum/

woman holding chinese fan

China ah Hmeichhia Indaih Loh Avangin An Buai

Tweet ah hian video tawite en tur a awm. https://twitter.com/TheEconomist/status/1175636181515718656?s=20 Â Video tlangpui ka lehlinna: China ah mipa aiin hmeichhia maktaduai (million) 60 in an tlem zawk. Engati nge?Â 1979 kumah an mipui zat (population) ti tlem turin One Child Policy (Fa

Ka Thil Lei Duhte

Hna ka thawh hnuah a hma aiin sum lut a tam a, a chhuak a tam bawk a. A hma zawnga sum ka neih huna siam that a ngai a nih hi tia ka dahthat ho inchhekkhawl a lo tam hman hle.Â Sum enkawl, budgeting, a lut leh chhuak

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Lalpa Ka Lawm e

https://youtu.be/buuYI9mDvWQ?t=15 "Lalpa Ka Lawm E" tih hi USA a Mizo kohhran pakhatin jubilee an lawm tuma magazine an chhuaha chhiar ka duh, ka la chhiar si loh article pakhat hming a ni. Mi awh leh kal chak hmunah te kal theiin, thenrual thate

the rooftops in china

It'll Be Okay Stranger

This happened not even a month ago. I walked into the usual Starbucks after work. I felt a strange intense gaze towards my way as I entered the doorway. Luckily my usual standing spot near the power outlet was vacant so that's where I settled. I sat my

Spending Time with Old Friends

On our way back home from a trip, a friend in a different car called me, "Hello?", he wanted to know how close we were to reaching home. "Almost there, about an hour away. How about you?" I replied. He said they still had about the

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We Wrongly Suffer in Our Mind

Unexpectedly I chanced upon an old writing I did from years back. It was filled with mixed emotions, I wrote about some of the things that troubled my mind at the time. They all seemed very real and true.Â As I read the piece I had to laugh because

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He Stopped Loving Her Today

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=es1uCh48TNY This song is considered by many to be the greatest country song of all time.Â He said "I'll love you til I die" She told him "you'll forget in time" Right off the bat

Getting An Expensive Haircut

I had a short chat with a coworker who sits behind me when he mentioned he was getting his haircut appointment online. The place he mentioned sounded like a hip place so I looked it up and was quite shocked by the prices. A straight buzzcut was about $20, and

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The Serenity Prayer

A common prayer/mantra that I've heard many times over. It's used in the Alcoholics Anonymous program to help members with their drinking problem. It's used by atheists where they exclude God but keep the rest. It's a prayer that calms the

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My Black Friend

This is a translated excerpt from my current writing in the Mizo language. I go into more details in the book. I considered him a friend, even though we didn‘t talk much.We happened to be put in the same class that was designed for foreigners to learn English.

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Life Passes You By

The month of May draws near, itÂ all happened in the blink of an eye. Anyways, Time passes by so fast. It feels as though it was just last week that I made my half-hearted incomplete New Year's Resolutions. I've put on a lot of mileage

How To Enjoy Sundays

I look forward to Sundays much more than before. This has been mainly because I spend most of the other days working or reading up on things that it provides a much needed break. Also partly because I get to do what I want without following a specific schedule. Some

That Time of the Year Again

Through the door walked in a person with close to 5 million subscribers on youtube. [not bad emoji]. I thought of going up to talk to him, but he walked out as soon as he got his drink. Then I started daydreaming, "What would I talk about? Maybe I

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Hard to Write

I should have finished the rough draft 2 months ago. Then I had to focus elsewhere. I sat for 1 hour yesterday, pen in hand, staring blankly into space. I wrote less than a page. I woke at 5 this morning. Once I finished my morning reading, I sat down

Some Stuff I Use Everyday

Most of the things I own is for comfort. They are not necessary and I wouldn't be upset if I lost them. "The things you own,Â end up owning you." - Fight Club Nonetheless, here are some of the things I use (almost) every day.

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Music Rewires the Brain

Without a thought, the first thing I would do when I wake up was put on my earphones and play music on my phone. Only after that would I proceed with my morning routine. I did this for many years. An action repeated over and over creates a habit. We

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Being Lazy, Living Cheap, Saving Money

I was eating one meal a day,Â tried to study for most of the day, napped, and barely left the house unless it was unavoidable. Over the weekend I went to to pick up groceries which mostly contained bacon, eggs, beef, lamb, chicken, and avocados. The carnivore diet. Even

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Sing Along Loudly

Today at church there was a part where we all sat around several tables joined together. There were papers with a song lyric for each one of us on the table. Without much chatter, the pastor started to sing. After the first line the older KoreanÂ man next to me

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How I Started to Write

For those that remember, back in the mid to late 2000s blogging was quite popular among the early Mizo internet adopters. They were usually Mizo's living/studying outside Mizoram. This was the age of Orkut, Myspace, Blogspot. I remember some of the Mizo blogs. They would try to

Twice In a Row

A wise man once said things don'tÂ always go according to plan. I would say most things. As it recently happened to me, after posting myÂ recent wake-up time of waking up at 5 I failed this morning and woke up atÂ 5:59 am instead. Sleeping thru

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Been Waking up at 5

This morning is the 18th day in a row I've managed to wake up at 5 am (5:00 - 5:10). I still don't find it very easy to rise so early. I have to set alarms atÂ 2 or 3 different locations. The night

First Meal of the Day

I previously wrote about eating one meal a day . Here's what I ate the next day. First I baked 3 chicken breasts in the oven. Prepared 5 eggs (multiple spices), there was some hot dog in the fridge so I added that as well. Finally, here's

1 meal a day for 30 days

1 meal a day for 30 days

For 30 days I will only eat 1 meal a day. There's only 1 hour window to eat my meals as well. This includes no snacking outside the hour so I will be fasting for 23 hours. Today was the first day, it was quite easy. I went

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Time Will Change You

Change comes hard and slow. Sometimes even barely noticeable.Â Ever look at your photos from 2-3 years ago, and felt like you have improved? progressed? Or even worse, regressed. I say this as I begin to enter my prime physical years. Though only a short time, it's

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5 States in 4 Days

My cousin who I haven't seen in over a decade came to visit. Most of the time I'm not interested in sight-seeing but this time 1. It's family I haven't seen in many years 2. I just freshly finished my exams So

Diary: Casual Exam Prep

Instead of waking up early to study for the exam I slept in to get a couple more hours of sleep instead. I couldn't do it this time anymore. No more laptops or notes were allowed. Not to mention I've never been particularly strong in physics.

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I Thiltih Ka Ngaihtuah Thin

Inthen dawn emaw a hnuah hianÂ an thiltih thin ka rilruah a rawn lang leh thin. Thil ho te te. Midang hnena sawi tham pawhÂ ni lo. An nuihÂ dan te, an thusawiÂ zin em em thu ho deuh deuh te. Fiamthu "lame" deuhÂ ka thawhÂ hnuaÂ phurÂ

Cold Showers

Just 3 more days of November then I won't have to do them anymore. I dread going in the shower, especially when it's so cold outside the virgin coconut oil I applied on my hair essentially becomes hair gel as the cold solidifies the oil (creating

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Been Drinking A Lot

On off days from classes I wait until the afternoon hits. Then I dress up and head out the door with a full backpack. Sometimes before heading out I like to take a couple minutes to look up cafes. Ones that are not too far, doesn't close too

GOOD

I'm thinking of someone. Wishing I was in their position right now. They don't seem to have the problems I have that's stressing me out.Â Life enters a period of Chaos. Who wants to deal with chronic stress, worry, & lack of sleep.

It's Pronounced Pecan

I don't have much experience to talk about what happens in a Waffle House at 2 AM in the morning in downtown area. Not about that lifestyle. A friend and I sat in one of the side booths. There were about 10 patrons, including us 2. The food

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Meeting Grandmommy & Granddaddy

Time: 6 pm Location: On a cruise ship After a long day at the beach, I freshly showered and headed downstairs to the coffee bar to sit back, enjoy the view, and write on my notebook. As I arrived my friend who had been there earlier decided he was going

Where Did He Go?

There was a special offer for $1.99 entrees if you order drinks or sides at this Indian place where a lot of eateries reside. The line to the restaurant stretched all the way to the outside street the entire day. It was about 7:30 pm and the line

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Only Time Will Tell

At one point in time, cigarettes were deemed to be cool and healthy . And nobody could prove it wasn't either. Until time revealed that wasn't the case. I'm not so quick to judge on the outcome of a situation anymore. As it may lead

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Something Unfortunate Happened To Me

When things doesn't go as planned it is normal to feel sad, angry, dejected. Let's go to Marcus Aurelius, and see what he says, No. It‘s fortunate that this has happened and I‘ve remained unharmed by it - not shattered by the present or

You Don't Realize What You've Had

You don't realize how good you've had until later. This applies to many different areas in our lives. You don't appreciate the free time to just be. Until you're working day and night, too busy to even get a good night'

chasing happiness

Chasing Happiness

I've heard a lot of people say they just want to be happy. They live as if happiness is something that can be attained by buying stuff, hiding behind drugs or alcohol, distracting oneself with what's trending. But what goes up must come down, and before

Wisdom of the Old

Wisdom of the Old

Things that were passed down by our elders , though they may seem to be unscientific and idiotic nowadays, is not what it seems. Wisdom that has been passed down, has survived for a reason. There are meanings and reasons behind it. It may not be able to be scientifically explained,

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Staying Up Late At Night

I've always wondered how people can stay up all night or function daily with very little sleep. My body tends to just shut down after reaching a certain point. I've always been strict on getting at least 8 hours. Part of becoming a Navy Seal involves

A Good Day

What makes a good day. I looked forward to leaving the school classroom packed with modern technology on each of my classmate's hands. As I left the building I slowly made my way to this dedicated area surrounded by trees with a huge waterfall fountain. This place is

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My Life is a Joke

I had planned to stay up late, possibly the entire night into the next day to study for upcoming final exams. I even watched motivating videos of war soldiers training on youtube. As I sat down on my chair I started yawning as it was about to hit midnight. Since

struggle makes the man

The Struggle Makes The Man

Hard times create strong people. The struggles of today are often the best memories later on. The complications lies with us being human and lacking foresight. The current situation brings with it stress and unease, and since we don't know what's going to happen in the

Aim High Like An Elite Navy Seal

Was listening to some bad-ass interview with a Navy SEAL. When it got to the part where he talked about waking up early in the morning everyday for 6 months to do some serious work I felt a rush of divine inspiration hit me. Under its influence I quickly took

Dealing with Anxiety

Tired of it, is really all I can say. I've dealt with and overcame a lot of personal obstacles. This one really seems to like me it just wouldn't go away. I've greatly reduced the anxieties I had garnered from my younger days. Since

What I Did These Two Cold Days

I asked the Google Home near my bed "do I need to wear a jacket today?" she replied that I should. This device was a Christmas present from a family member, and as convenient as it is, it tracks my every search and knows many intimate details about

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Sign of Maturity

Years add up and one is expected to mature and take on more responsibilities. I believe that means you are now capable of doing what you couldn't before. One clear example of what I suppose is a sign of maturity is that I can now actually go through

Saying Goodbye

Late at night I stumbled upon a quote. It was a bit effeminate, but it spoke to me because of my current situation at the time. It certainly caught my attention. I looked up the quotes and found this picture.Â I was already tucked in bed. But instead of

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Solve My Math Problems

5 AM this morning I was woken by the loud ring of my phone alarm. The room was pitch black, cold, and I had to solve two tough math problems to shut up the app. The problem involves multiplying 2 numbers and then adding another. For example (36*7) + 53.

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12 Rules for Life

Bit by bit I've come to realize the complexity and my minuscule understanding of the world. Do I even know myself? I question my thoughts, my history, actions. Everything. Listed below areÂ 12 Rules for Life, from a book by Jordan B Peterson . I have not read the

Please Crush My Fragile Ego

So I may not grow old - helpless, incompetent, regretful. When faced with the possibility of getting rejected taking the easy way out is the norm. When failing at something making excuses. But growth requires the possibility of getting rejected. Getting your feelings hurt. As much I would like to

What Is Your Current Negative Trait

It's strange. When the night time creeps and most of the population have dozed off in their warm cozy bed a surge of emotions hit me. I look back on the day, soon to be yesterday and am typically disappointed by my inefficient utility of time. I psych

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When You Do Something You Like

You lose track of time itself. Driven by the task at hand, entranced by the process you cease to stop and care for the world outside. No meaningless worries, no petty bickering. You don't think about how little money you have or how your outfit doesn't

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New year New me

The early days of January rolls around and you see people with the usual "new year, new me" posts.Â The new year gives a chance to Restart, forget the past failures, and brings new hope to achieve great things this year. If only. When that euphoric feeling

Mizo App on Android [Resources]

Mizo app is now published on Google Play Store Â for Android. Here are some of the resources I used to build the app. 1) Code 1) Udacity - Google Android Basics This is the main course I used to familiarize myself with Android development. The course is free and

What Happens Next

What Happens Next

Time: 3:31 AM I often dream of the future. I am curious and yet at the same time almost worried, all because I had the fortune of coming to the US. It has changed my life forever. I now will never have the normal type of upbringing like most

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Talking in Mizo

It's almost 10 years since I left my home country. I don't think or talk to myself in my mother tongue anymore. I make better arguments and I am more persuasive in English. Last year I would notice how poor my Mizo was and how at

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Last Post of 2016

This is my last post this year. It's about an hour and 50 minutes away from 2017 and here I am, reflecting back on 2016. What a year. I wrote down things to accomplish for 2016 and I completed all of them. Many memorable events occurred this year

You Are Not Here To Please Anyone

Not your parents, not your teachers, not your friends. Nobody. A life trying to please people is a life hollow and unfulfilling.

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Fear of Being Perfect

"Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it. * Salvador Dali

The Only Way

The only way is forward. The only step to take is forward. The past doesn't matter anymore. It may well has never even existed. All that matters is to keep moving forward. Today. Tomorrow. Now until forever.